Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Reflection...
I'm not in the mood to socialise...all I wanted to do this morning was to just be alone and be in the world of my own.I just wanna sit,reflect,think and stone all at the same time.Call me crazy...so be it.Thoughts of what,why,how and all...just plain thinking of what this lifetime of mine gonna lead to...just plain thinking..reflecting.If you think I'm feeling sad or that I woke up on the wrong side of the bed,well I didn't.Its just one of those days where I just dun feel like talking to the usual and like usual.And I'm sorry if I seem distant,quiet,rude or acting weird.Like I said..one of those days where I just wanna be alone and find my own solitude with others whom I've not spoke to for a long time and share.I'm not trying to imply that you dun understand me...its just that the surroundings are just different.Today,I needed that.I just needed time for myself...peace and quiet.Some of us needs that...to be away from the usual and meet the unusual.I sat down,under the umbrella...just reflecting and listening to the sounds of the fountain downstairs.It felt good.Really it does.
This is just me...where not many get to see.One of those days...and only those who feel me would know how much peace and quiet will help one.
PS:I'm okay...may seemed MAD to some..but this is HERA.What's new rite?
